Cut...

Tomorrow may be the day my face comes off. The cancer Dr. will see the growth just under the side of my face and may decide that it will come off tomorrow. Or he may stick me with a needle and run tests first. Then call me back for the cutting. Guess I am prepared either way. Regardless, it has to come off/out.

If he doesn't cut, then I will go to work afterwards. If he does cut, I will not go in to work. Either way, next time I go in I will be giving them my two weeks notice of leaving. Just hope they don't cut me loose right them. Hate the job but need the next two paychecks so I have money to move.

Gave my notice to my landlord last Friday. That was not easy. Yes he is my landlord, but I have lived here for 16 years and we are very close friends. He is 5 years older than me and he lost his father 4 years after I lost my mother. That caused us to become quite close. We also have very similar spiritual beliefs.

This week has been a real roller coaster emotional ride. Hope next week is better.